Yuori


Saturday, March 12, 2011
I found the perfect flowers. I had wanted an image to go with my site laexdream. And now, I finally have it. They are snow in summer, cerastium tomentos. Small white flowers, they are the image I had in mind. They are so cute, only 15 mm across.

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Sunday, March 6, 2011
I registered for a table at this convention called Anime North yesterday. The results will be emailed to me at midnight. This is one of my most nervous moments in history, for this is the first time I even thought about tabling, let alone actually applying for one. Wish me luck.

I have alot of work to do. But I rarely feel like doing it. To me, work doesn't seem like work until it is due the next day. That is called procrastination. One sin that could destroy a person's life. If one's life revolved around work. Of course, one could also live off leaves in the forest, running wild. But we people can't do that anymore. So work is important.

I am supposed to be working on my illustration project, and maybe studying for a quiz. But I am horribly sidetracked. With writing. When I have so many different projects going at once, it is extremely difficult to do each one well. But then, in this life, we have so many things to distract us. We have so many options, have to make so many decisions, that we - I, am boggled by how much we have.

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I am a very inconsistant person. I want to be truthful, and more considerate, and everything. Often, it doesn't turn out right. I don't know how to make things better. But I have to. Thats the truth.

Yuori. You may be wondering what the heck this means, or what it is. Frankly, it doesn't have a meaning. But Yuori is also the name of a goddess in the world that I created. The goddess of history and memories. It is she who helps people remember the past, to prevent that past from repeating itself. And since she's the goddess of memoirs, this site, full of my feelings and doubts and hopes, is my memoir to the world.

People will perish. That is one truth we cannot lie about. It is a reality we have to face, as we grow older and older as each day passes. But like facebook, and twitter, and all the other online sites, these help preserve our identitys and makse a mark - even if it is a small mark in the universe of the web. And so this is my mark in the world. It won't save the world, or cure cancer, or even save the life of one. But it will be here for people to see, to know me, to remember me when time withers me away.

I want to leave a piece of me in this world. And no matter where my  footprints fall, I will still be able to look back at my starting point and remember where I began.

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